Losing my mind actually

So a lil background, i am 23 f i had studied a professional course before called CA. And i quit jt coz of multiple attempts where i never studied in full and gave up right before exams.

So i was like lets take a lighter course and took acca. And Fr is what i planned in September and i self studied and i didnt complete portions i got consolidation ratios yet to do and july end started having bad panic attacks so i couldnt even study new things even tho i had lot of time. Even now i got time , but i just cant sit and study without panicking. Im on meds for it, but still not helping.

Its just a cycle, it keeps repeating. I was going for job and my mental health was good that time, had lot of confidence and thats why i took up acca.

Now idk where am i going wrong or what i should do to make this work.

For context, i self studied good, did solve all standards sums from study hub, even did single entity questions like 10.

What i think i should do is: A) join a coaching B) complete portions a month before so i feel i got time to just practice and C) attend mocks so i feel confident D) join job along with this (coz i anyway studied 5 hrs a day average and with job also same time available)

Im still studying for September, i feel like my life is gonna end when these exams dont go well coz i have been studying for 6 years [2020 to 2025] , acca is first time in September.

I am pursuing bcom in distance and in 2nd year. I want to work in audit and i dont think theres any option than these courses.

My family is very supportive after i broke down, they ask me to quit and do a normal job ans also okay with helping me in one last attempt in December if i wanted to try.

I really dont know, my hand freezes, i start crying for hours and couldnt just study at last min.

Also additional thing I did everything in fr except consolidation PL and ratios and cashflows

But with available time idk if i should revise what i already studied or study these new stuffs And also ratios i tried « i couldnt study it, i get so scared seeing it » ik people say its easy marks but.

Thanks for reading, be kind.